We won't wake up on Sunday

I told someone once (I remember who,but that's not important for you to know) that some people go to church. I go to whole foods. And this is so true. I spent all day after my exam in bed watching Netflix. When I realized I was really lonely I got my ass up. Took a shower and headed to work. I walked in and I immediately felt right at home. I haven't ever felt like that before. I love it. And I'm so thankful for it. There was a time when I felt more happiness here than I did being at home. Wherever home might have been. And from time to time that's still true. As the year is coming to an end it's getting more true for me again.  I love it here. Even on my worst days the people here (both team and customers alike) welcome me with open arms just as I am. Regulars know when I'm not myself and that makes me feel so beyond loved. This initially was a job I saw myself being at for a short period of time. Basically until I graduate. But as that day is rapidly approaching I see myself as in love with this job as I was since my day one. It's been one hell of a roller coaster that's for sure. I don't regret one day of it though. It has brought me the most beautiful friends and family I could ever have asked for. And that's what all you guys are. Family. Each and every one of you. Even the ones who have said negative things behind my back, left me, broken my heart. You're still family. I forgive you. I have let go of the negative. And though sometimes it creeps back up in my mind. The beautiful present I am living in greatly out weights anything you could have said or done to hurt me. I love you all. Because you love me and because you all know my greatest flaws and for whatever reason you still associate yourselves with me willingly. ;) but really there aren't enough words to express my gratitude and love for you guys.

Even though it's been a while since I've been in church. I don't ever lose faith because each time I step through those doors it's amazing the love I feel. 

I really do.

I love you guys. ❤️